Friday, April 9, 2010

Graffiti on the Desk

Heyy,

Right now i'm sitting in the DC library at school. I was hoping that it would be quieter than it is right now but beggars can't be choosers right? I'm currently taking a little break from my CS studying... and somehow I started staring at the desk; it has graffiti all over it. From complaining about courses, the university filled with asians, nerds, smelly students, korean writing, and people declaring their love for people... there's even one saying that they love David Beckham. It made me wonder at what point does someone love someone else?

Sure, people generally love their families and friends but what I mean is at what point in time does someone love someone else as well... lovers? Okay, from what I gather from movies in such is that a person is in love when they cannot imagine life without the other. Haha, and that's when the main character goes running off to the one they 'love'. Now that that person has fallen in love, what keeps this love alive and kicking? Where are the boundaries of love? After proclaiming such love... what happens when it just disappears? Can it just disappear?! What are the signs of someone out of love? Is there a fence between love and like...? The whole idea seems a little bit daunting. I know this is being a bit pessimistic but is it bad for me the believe that the people my age don't know what love is... they are all lying to themselves without knowing? I can't cast judgement because I don't know, but that's what I believe.

I also don't like it when people become so dependent on their partners... I find it a tad pathetic. Although I do admit it has happened to me before. So once someone gets so dependent on the other, and something bad happens between them, it just becomes weird. I mean in general they need support to get through 'it'. But me being me I don't like going to people about these things so I end up suffering by myself for a couple of days haha... But for people to take weeks of time to get out of their funk, ugh it bothers me. It hurts me to see people like that so please do not become so dependent on your partner! It is probably not good for you. Sure, you depend on your partner but there should be a limit.

Sorry i'm harsh... /: This is all my opinion and I am open to other's opinions... Don't hate me please. >:

Back to studying!

- Rebecca

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